EVENT HØRIZØN - Choose (feat. Nicholas Hunt) Lyrics

Wasted lies
I've tried to try
This source of stress
Buried inside
Keeps me killing
All my feeling
I'm not dealing
Watch me run
Blue pixels plague my mind
Everyday I'm losing life
Plastic idols by our side
Yet we call this paradise
All of this changing
My body decaying
A life that I'm wasting
Though I'm not to blame
Those that hold the power
Chain you by the hour
By debt you are devoured
What the f*ck is free
Waking up to feelings
That tell me I'm done
They control what I want
Drowning out no healing
What I'm going through
It's no news to you
Have it all to loose
Why can't I ever just f*cking choose
Why can't I ever just f*cking choose
Why do I have to go through with this
I never wanted to f*cking prove
Anything to you
But you made it hard to
Breathe without your hand
Feed and reprimand
Choke me when you like
Drown me in the sand
Waking up to feelings
That tell me I'm done
They control what I want
Drowning out no healing
What I'm going thru
It's no news to you
Waking up to feelings
What the f*ck am I going through
Have it all to loose
Why can't I ever just f*cking choose