Abhorrent feeling
Slowly crawls my way
Laughing at
What we kept so dear
I never wanted it this way
Gotta break the rear view mirror
As I let you fall
I betrayed myself
For a month I tried to push you away
I condemned our love
Struggle gripping my heart
Ripping out the blood
I have made my choice so clear
Story seized abruptly
Thrown in the mud
I forget you oh my dear
As I let you fall
I betrayed myself
For a month I tried to push you away
I condemned our love
Undeniable
Anchor of my shame
Please let me go from
Every thought of my betrayal
As I let you fall
I betrayed myself
For a month I tried to push you away
I condemned our love
Forced my hand to turn the page
I'm the one to blame
Please let me go from
Every thought of my betrayal