We wake up to the same news every morning
Always in mourning
The loss
We're all so goddamn lost
Abandoned by the ones who swore they'd keep us safe
Then left us in the dark
I've been high for days
And I can't feel a goddamn thing
Is it better or worse that way?
Barely alive inside the hell we made
Barely alive inside the hell we made
We'll say, "What a year"
We'll send our thoughts and prayers
And we'll do the same come January if we make it there
I stayed high for days and days (and days and days and days)
I don't remember anything
Is it better or worse that way?
Barely alive inside the hell we made
Barely alive inside the hell we made
We're burying alive all of the dreams we stayed
Alive to see
We'll never see the day
Forever young
White lilacs grow where your body lays
Forever young
White lilacs grow where your body lays
Barely alive inside the hell we made
Barely alive inside the hell we made
We're burying alive all of the dreams we stayed
Alive to see
We'll never see the day
White lilacs grow where your body lays