Ever Elsewhere - Of Course, of Course Lyrics

All I wanted was one last moment
Those nights in your arms
I know that you meant it
The way you'd move, how you'd invite me in
And even though I always knew you'd slip right from my grasp
I held on for dear life and so desperate
And you were thinking about my hands
But I was thinking about the chance
To be close to you
To feel home with you
Of course, of course
August was ours
But the leaves are changing and so is your heart
Of course it ends like this - why would we start?
And you still make me shake
But not the way you used to, babe
Nothing feels the same
And you were thinking about my hands
But I was thinking about the chance
To be close to you
To feel home with you
But of course, of course
And you said
"Everything about you is beautiful
Everything about you is wonderful
But I can't"
I felt the air on my face
Thought I might suffocate
In my room
With or without you
To be close to you
To feel home with you
To feel home with or without you