Growing up on foodstamps
Knowing you cant provide f*ck all
Tears drop catch the ride
That MTA discount on a monthly
From 9 to 5 when you duck off
I didnt eat today
So my sisters could
And thats facts
Foods for the girls
No racks
Or tilt a whirls at parks thats
Scraping together
Their change
For better or worse
Lights off
In the dark
Reaching out for help
I called to the law
They just laugh and belt
Yall praise to allah
I just pray that im dealt
Hand full of high cards
Take it of the shelf
Cuz what i been through
Just makes no sense
Check the bank
Its the proof
No dates no friends
We gon make it
Two kids left behind
Imma save these 3
Man i swear to god
Fell by the wayside
Hell imma pay 5
Hundred percent over ticket
The life that i lives depicted
In books as a fiery pit
Been reserved for the sinners
Let hurt f*ckin simmer
But its okay
I played sims
In my free time
Remember?
When I lived a free life
I felt in control
Never feeling so cold
Hells is hot f*cka winner
Cuz what glitters aint gold shit
You already know it
But why did you go!
Your hand i would hold
My anchor my mother
My family my soul
I swear that i get it
But i cant accept it
I said that i love you
I said it i meant it
And when im above you
My blessings and care
I will send it from there
Dont mention it
Just a mental kid
Looking for the right path
When i hit you on your phone
You can hit me right back
Uh
Let a decade slip
Havent met ya grandkids
What the f*ck you really think that
They gon like that
Uh
Put the gas in the van
Like half of my check
I could cash in advance
I could try to keep asking
The man at my job for a
Raise but he says thay he cant
Goddamn
Got my hands tied
Got the flame
But no gas
Get these eggs fried
Say my name
Make a crowd wanna chastise
Say my name
I am proud
F*ck the past times
Say my name
Say it loud
Like the last time
F*ck the fame and the lights
F*ck my name and the
Words that i write
On the white
Tween these
Black lines
All I came here to say is
That I understand
I forgive you
Lifes hard
And im just fine...