See I lost myself tryna find the better in you
I'm sorry baby but I don't think this is gonna go through
I lost my mind I take the drugs all alone in my room
Looking up at the sky put the blame on you
Yeah my hands are on the wheels like they 10 and 2
No long term goals just wanna make it through school
Want the diamonds and the drip get her wet like a pool
Handy Manny talking to me hand me over the tool
Ya I'm off of this planet, ya I'm off of this earth
You smoking Janet while I'm smoking purp ya
Pop a few bands, send shawty to work aye
Lost a few bands and you know that hurt aye
Wear my demons on my sleeve like a shirt
I know that I talk a lot about my past, but it hurt
I've been popping pills making me go berserk
Ya how she work
I just hit it like I'm rolling old school
Try to play the master but I ain't no fool
Smoking all that ganja you said that it's cool
Ice around my neck I'm gonna drown in your swimming pool
Ya ya
I try
I try
I try
See I lost myself tryna find the better in you
I'm sorry baby but I don't think this is gonna go through
I lost my mind I take the drugs all alone in my room
Looking up at the sky put the blame on you
Yeah my hands are on the wheels like they 10 and 2
No long term goals just wanna make it through school
Want the diamonds and the drip get her wet like a pool
Handy Manny talking to me hand me over the tool
Wear my demons on my sleeve like a shirt
I know that I talk a lot about my past, but it hurt
I've been popping pills making me go berserk
I don't understand how she be going work
Cause I miss you
All these fake emotions get the best of me and
No I'm not a chef but Imma keep you like the recipe
Don't get why all these people tryna test on me
Don't really matter cause I got you right next to me
I'm faded
Can't stand that I'm over medicated
Sorry baby girl cause I know that you really hate it
And if you leave me my life I'm gone take it
I feel like I'm chosen I just wanna be the greatest
Fake it, I know that your faking
Hanging with them lame shits
On the different day shit ya
Told my mom I wanna be the greatest
Put my mind to it ya I'm focused on the greatest
I try
Try
See I lost myself tryna find the better in you
I'm sorry baby but I don't think this is gonna go through
I lost my mind I take the drugs all alone in my room
Looking up at the sky put the blame on you
Yeah my hands are on the wheels like they 10 and 2
No long term goals just wanna make it through school
Want the diamonds and the drip get her wet like a pool
Handy Manny talking to me hand me over the tool
Hand me over the tool
I try, I try
See I lost myself tryna find the better in you
I'm sorry baby but I don't think this is gonna go through
I lost my mind I take the drugs all alone in my room
Looking up at the sky put the blame on you
Yeah my hands are on the wheels like they 10 and 2
No long term goals just wanna make it through school
Want the diamonds and the drip get her wet like a pool
Handy Manny talking to me hand me over the tool