Evster - Don't Wanna Die Lyrics

I'm takin a ride
I'm takin a ride
I'm takin a ride
This is my life
I dont want to die
Dont wanna die
Dont wanna die
Dont promote suicide
My life is a lie
Life is a lie
Life is a lie
Compulsive at times
I'm sending a sign
Sending a sign
Sending a sign
Please read my mind
I'm takin a ride and maybe this will end up changing my life
I dont want to die but sometimes it feels like I promote suicide
My life is a lie never telling the truth and i can feel it it can feel so compulsive at times
I'm sending a sign and its clear as day so its not that hard for you to read my mind

A skinny white kid isnt hard to imagine
Went his whole high school career not knowing any fashion
Scared to open up didnt know any of his passions
He had so many dreams but didnt put any to action
He tried doing football but didnt gain any traction
He gave up his looks and didnt care about attraction
And what people saw on the surface was merely a fraction
And the peak of his life he thought he was maxin
Hope was a dream that remained in his head
He saw it every night when he went to his bed,
But then he woke up and his body felt dead
He snoozed his alarm and then overslept
His parents would yell at him again and again
He ignored them and didnt hear what they said
He went to school and all he did was pretend
He was happy in life but this kid wasnt content

Qicide
My life is a lie
Life is a lie
Life is a lie
Compulsive at times
I'm sending a sign
Sending a sign
Sending a sign
Please read my mind
I'm takin a ride and maybe this will end up changing my life
I dont want to die but sometimes it feels like I promote suicide
My life is a lie never telling the truth and i can feel it it can feel so compulsive at times
I'm sending a sign and its clear as day so its not that hard for you to read my mind

He could count all his friends on just one hand
He made sad excuses for why he never had plans
Hes not a rapper and hes not in a band
If he told the kids otherwise they would not understand
The center of attention and not in a good way
Bullied through school but he laughed through the pain
He walked home from school but would laugh in the rain
Only emotion he understood in his brain
He came home everyday to cigarette smoke
He told him to stop but all he did was say no
Said his life was at risk but he took it as a joke
So the moment he saw it he moved out his home
These people dont get it but these streets always have
If you open your mind you can open a new path
Forget everything and let the past be the past
Take control of your life before you lose it and crash

I'm takin a ride
I'm takin a ride
I'm takin a ride
This is my life
I dont want to die
Dont wanna die
Dont wanna die
Dont promote suicide
My life is a lie
Life is a lie
Life is a lie
Compulsive at times
I'm sending a sign
Sending a sign
Sending a sign
Please read my mind