Evster - Tired of Waiting Lyrics

Here we go this is the hardest pill to swallow
We all worry about the future but then get stuck up on tomorrow
Were all running out of time so we ask for more just to borrow
We're not moving a muscle and we blame it on the pain and sorrow
The desperate need for attention
Can sometimes feel like detention
No one is around you to even notice your very existence
You beg for people to listen
And ignored with every sentence
And you would take a f*ck if someone were to ever give it
Driven with expectations
And tempted with desperation slowly losing your patience
And making impulsive decisions self detonation
With sabotage not in the intentions
And question it later not knowing the mission
Back to the beginning
You fluctuate your emotions not able to keep it steady
But swear that if the moment came then on everything youd be ready
My life hasnt been perfect but working to make it worth it
Slowly pushing it further getting closer to the surface
But take success as a burden

I've picked my path but your slowly picking it apart
Slowing me down so now your catching up to my heart
You blacken all my night so now you got me searching for stars
Something to follow when everything that was easy becomes so hard
You took all of my feelings and now I have none left to give
If you were gonna kill me dont do it slowly just make it quick
Once I move on you take me back with the glance of a pic
Never asking why but I guarantee I know what it is
Poisonous love the addiction
I moved in without an eviction
Eith the desperate need of attention
Crippling heart what I'm clinching wait
Broken not fractured
Pain and some laughter
A beautiful disaster
Before was fine but im not ready for what comes after
Take me back taking me round
Take me up take me down
F*ck what's lost see whats found
Look at the sky stuck on the ground
Paint a smile paint a frown
Confused again just look around
Hear my voice feel my sound
This is pain this is how