Painkillers Video (MV)

I been up all night
Cryin to the beat
Smokin cigarettes
Takin' LSD

I been up all week
Drinking Hennessy
Writing' her euloge
Cause she's dead to me

I been up all night
Cryin to the beat
Smokin cigarettes
Takin' LSD

I been up all week
Drinking Hennessy
Writin' songs
Baby, you've cursed my memories

I been up all night
Crying to the beat
Asking questions to myself
And to my memories
I been up all night
Drinking Hennessey
Suffering and sadness, my only company

She's got daggers in her eyes
They bleed me dry
I got no more tears left to cry
So watch me bleed from my eyes

And when I see you passing by
I'm reminded of why

And when I see you again; ill stutter
Touch me and feel my body shudder
Cause it don't wanna
Hold the love for one another
No it don't wanna
Hide the bruises from my moth'a (Mother)
It don't wanna
Be deserted by another
And have to heal itself again

Yeah ov'a the last couple summers
Pain became my blood brotha
You my unrequited lova
The drugs subsdue my suffer-ing
Will you remember me
Cause ill remember you
Ill never forget you put me through
Ima Snort 1000 lines
Die 1000 times
Write 1000 lines
Cry 1000 times
Wonder why 1000 times
My music's something for me to hide behind