Punish Video (MV)

First I'll do some shit to you and then you'll lose your shit at me
And then Ill run into my room and Barricade myself within
And I will only emerge from my insecure prison
When you stop pounding on my door cause you don't want to break it in
Cause you care more about
Your property; and authority
Than you care about your progeny
That motherf*cker proceeded to Accost me
Motherf*cker don't you f*cking cross me
Uppercut then crossed me
1, 2 popped me
F*cking dropped me

Tick-Tock on the clock
Waiting on the doc
Waiting on the op, (operation)
I'm sobbing, then I stop
You're sobbing
Not for what, you did to me
But for what this might do to you

Once again
The roles reversed
You plead and beg
And Mercy says
I tripped and fell
Into your hell
And for me at least
In this moment, I exist
In this moment I resist
I let go of the hate I felt
I think I'm going to die
Welcome my demise
The love I feel was dissonant but here it feels comprised

Sirens in the distance
And compression's on my chest
I can hear my fear repress
As they re-press against my chest
Now im breathing they can rest
Barley heaving
Un-distressed
Heart now beating I digress
To the ambulance
No officer, I don't wanna talk
I tripped and fell
Into this hell
I tripped and thst is all

He looked at me distressed
He looked at you with vex
You looked at me, with eyes of love
Or at least that was my guess

It's just another Hospitable Hospital run,
But At least the paramedic cares if I'll survive this one
And even though; I know, your concern is orchestrated
At least I can pretend
Its not innate for you to subdjugate

Skin deep, shallow blows, over-time my bodies hollowed

STOP TRYING TO
BREAK ME IN, CAUSE I'll BREAK WITHIN
I WANNA FUCKING DIE
JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE
LIVING IS TO PAINFUL
WHY THE FUCK AM I ALIVE

Even though my wounds have healed
My scars still hurt the same
Take a tattoo gun to my sheath
Paint art, in ink ill bathe

With my weapons I will reckon
I wash away the sin
I shed my shield
I shed my skin
I release what is within

There's a darkness within
And this darkness has slowly been reversing your sins
New beginnings

The walls of your prison are failing
The chains that bind me are beginning to corrode
The ground erode
There's a light reforming in the depths of my soul
I'm no longer pitiful
My senior is subliminal

Did this song trip you
Like you tripped me
Aint that pretty trippy
Yeah; Now im really lippy
But what you gonna do
Try kill me like I killed the memory of you

And I lied
I think about dying everyday single day
And you lied too
Yeah; you been lying to my face
It's all you've ever done, it's all you'll ever do
The correct pronunciation is I hate you
Not I love you too