Save Myself Video (MV)

Staring down the barrel of my youth
Wishing I was still with you
I can still smell your perfume
Like I could at 22
And I let the memories play
Though I wish that they'd just fade
Because a part of me decayed

But a part of me has saved itself for you
I saved myself for you
Can I save myself from you?

Now I seek asylum in my head
From every word I ever said
I'm still learning to forget
Every misstep and regret
And I watch your colors change
Though I wish that they'd just fade
Because a part of me decayed

But a part of me has saved itself for you
I saved myself for you
Can I save myself from you?