Externity - Smoke! Lyrics

Fill my lounges with smoke
Just to help me cope
Where am I going? The f*ck if I know
Don't believe in trust and I don't believe in hope
Lost faith in love, tie a knot around my throat
Days go bye and I can't feel a thing
Hurt myself just so I could feel a sting
Excuse my manners, sorry I'm Xanning
I feel great but I know it's only temporary

I've been so broken
My heart cut open
Wanna give up
Mix the pills with the death cup
Sip Codeine like it's tea
When I die will you even miss me
So caught up in a f*cked up love
End up getting caught up in some f*cked up drugs
How can life matter when you don't give a f*ck
Remember the days when I was starstruck
Gave my all, never had any luck

Walk this lonely road by myself
No I don't need you, I don't need no help

Fill my lounges with smoke
Just to help me cope
Where am I going? The f*ck if I know
Don't believe in trust and I don't believe in hope
Lost faith in love, tie a knot around my throat
Days go bye and I can't feel a thing
Hurt myself just so I could feel a sting
Excuse my manners, sorry I'm Xanning
I feel great but I know it's only temporary

Use me
Manipulate, abuse me
Got knots in my stomach and a needle in my knee
Tried to OD a few times
Wonder why I'm still alive
Lay awake in my bed every single night
Only find peace with a blunt and a light
Never thought this is how I'd live my life
But this is how I live my life

Walk this lonely road by myself
No I don't need you, I don't need your help

Fill my lounges with smoke
Just to help me cope
Where am I going? The f*ck if I know
Don't believe in trust and I don't believe in hope
Lost faith in love, tie a knot around my throat
Days go bye and I can't feel a thing
Hurt myself just so I could feel a sting
Excuse my manners, sorry I'm Xanning
I feel great but I know it's only temporary