Still Here Video (MV)

Yeah I want everyone to follow me
I want everyone to see what I was born to be
A rapper, I aint make it happen overnight
Cause i aint have no money and the studio was overpriced
I was nice but they said I aint have no hype
Wait untill the end of the tunnel for them to show the light
My therapy is hold a mic and always spit my life
I was high and crashed my car I f*ckin did it twice
Every thought I have is pitiful i'm sick of this
And if I f*cked your bitch don't be pissed off it's a privilege
You don't want a problem with me you should prolly be
Now I stay away from trouble and I'm drama free
I am sober and now I am trying to fit in
A world that I never been in, I'll start from a new beginning
My heart broke, head spinning, I got no luck with women
Now shut the f*ck up and listen and lemme show u I'm different yeah
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
I done been through some shit that'll make a felon sick
I been to hell and back, I saw it then I fell in it
My idea of celebrating was to sit alone
Drinking liquor poppin all the pills till everything was gone
Write a rap that hopefully everybody could sing along
But I was getting too f*cked up to finish it all
Now im starting from scratch and i got my head in tact
My rhymes are better my flow is better you bet I'm back
I said I'd never flap, six nine never rat
This time set a trap sick rhymes tell em' that
This guys selling crack, nah I'm talking music
When I was high I was stupid and I was starting to lose it
I lost my spark and the microphone became all dusty
Now I'm back and I'm sober I'm like a lost puppy
When i came outta rehab bitches all loved me
They all f*cked me they fall for it I was born lucky
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
Carti told me never hit em' wit a third verse
Leave em' wantin more, f*ck it Imma let these words hurt
I spit shit absurd, your observe my preferred work
Yeah I'm from the burbs on the curbs where the perps lurk
Ugh, I take the noose and start to loosen it
I'm from New York where people dying over stupid shit
I tore my ACL at work it left me bruised a bit
I got prescribed pain meds and I start abusing it
Vicodin was my drug of choice and a xanax too
Just to socialize pop a pill, thats what I had to do
I got addicted so quick and I didn't have a clue
So dont be mad at me, cause I aint mad at you
This whole time I'm mixing liquor with a sleeping pill
When I went to detox they confused at how I'm breathing still
Alcoholic now that bottle I can leave it filled
Im spotofy certified and Inkeed a beat to kill
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
If we talkin bout drama you know I been through it
I been rappin since 15 and I still do it
I'm 32 and I'm losing it but I'm still here
Staten island born and raised till I'm killed here
Yeah, this shit aint easy
I almost died twice
Shit I realised I need help
And I'm still here
I aint going nowhere
Imma be here forever
Exzit