Eyas - Circling Lyrics

Sometimes I wish it could drown my past
I can see myself well at the end of this glass
Forgetting is fine, but the night doesn't last
And really I don't know you at all
And when I wake I lay next to the mess
The one that you started, and the one that I left
The one circling, waiting for its prey to die
You never wanted to know me at all
How couldn't I see
How could I have been so naive
I should have accepted that nothing is safe
Nothing is free
And I pay with my sense, my thoughts, and my worries
Eager to spend them at once
You said I looked tense, I left in a hurry
As all my wits became none
As I became no one, no one
After all, I'm the one that you called
When there was no one, no one
Only to leave when you're done
I feel like the leaves on the ground that you step on in Autumn
I feel like debris from the bough that has sunk to the bottom
I feel like the streets of a town that were left and forgotten
I feel like the seeds of the flowers that died before they blossomed
As I became no one, no one
After all, I'm the one that you called
When there was no one, no one
Only to leave when you're done