F8Deprived - Small Hands Lyrics

Time's been the worst to me as far as I can see
I'll put my mind and be kind
I can't imagine what my life is like
Alive in the sunlight

Your light fits in my small hands

Never once did I regret saying that I feel like dying
I just regret that I've never lived
At least it's always felt that way
The highest I've ever been
Was at my most devastating low
Gosh does creativity know how to flow
Music saved my life but god damn
Does it make me feel lifeless
And when it rains I look up to hope
But I just see the world sky less
When my colors fade I think to look at my iris
But when I cry i can barely see past my closed eyelids
They say life flies by but not for the mind of a pilot
Wishing I could end my subscription to this body
'Cause my only intention was to trial this
Proud to say I never bled my wrist
Life is but a haze and I can read the mist
That's why they say ignorance is bliss
Because I know the sun is behind the clouds
But that's just something I don't really miss
So I tend to forget where my shadows come from
'Cause I just see the light in it
And then she came into my life
And told me she just wants to brighten it
And as dark as it's been,
I see the sun in her eyes so I won't try to fight this