Faaris - No Going Back (feat. Ben Beal) Lyrics

I mean if things don't work out for me here then
I don't know
I might fly, fly, fly away
To forget all of my, my, my mistakes
Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay
There's no going back
Ain't no going back
Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away
Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes?
Or think about them night, night, night and day
There's no going back
Ain't no going back, no no
Big ocean, wide-eyed fish
Swimming in my own lane cause they all die quick
Wondering if I can take it when the spotlight hits
These days I could put up 81 and I'm stil thinkin bout the shots I miss
Not the props I get
Reminiscing on the days where it was not like this
I tried my hand at letting go until I caught my wrists
And so I hold tight forever and I lock my fists like
One, two, one, two
Breathe in, breathe through
Reality checks came back to collect payments
On the road to riches I'm counting the steps taken
Camping in the storm, I'm leaving the tent vacant
Rain hits the body, in love with the sensation
No going back without pain and immense patience
I am not greater than none of my temptations
I might fly, fly, fly away
To forget all of my, my, my mistakes
Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay
There's no going back
Ain't no going back
Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away
Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes?
Or think about them night, night, night and day
There's no going back
Ain't no going back, no no
I'm a problem, I'm a misfit
Used to dream I was one of the rich kids
Now I'm in a different world and I miss when if I had a bad day I would fail a piss test
So complex, what the f*ck happening lately?
Train been gone I been waiting at the station
Three more hits I been running outta patience
Can't name a face that I met on my wavelength
Young Beal getting so addicted
Say life's great but I'm pessimistic
Thorns been broke and my room's so cold
I'ma sell my soul if it means the big shift
One time for the days I miss
All the big boy drugs I would take to fix
My mind that broke, it made me sick
It's how it goes, the past a bitch
I might fly, fly, fly away
To forget all of my, my, my mistakes
Cause even if I tried, tried, tried to stay
There's no going back
Ain't no going back
Oh baby if I fly, fly, fly away
Will you forget all my, my, my mistakes?
Or think about them night, night, night and day
There's no going back
Ain't no going back, no no
Can I fly away, no no
Can't forget all of my mistakes
Don't think night and day, no no
There's no going back
Ain't no going back, no no