Sometimes i just don't know, how to handle what be on my mind
So i roll up and smoke on pine
As if thas divine, or, as if sometimes i can solve problems by getting high
I ask myself why, still haven't got a reply
Sometimes i fell like I'm living a lie
In the midst of my living I'm witnessing niggas that's willing to die
Before they really start living they life
Instead of bonds and stocks, they trine make bond for blocks
Because they movements alarmed the cops
Now the pawns thas armed with blocks gon try to storm the top
Because the king on the throne was knocked
And them bitches no better, they down to do whatever for cheddar
Tho you really couldn't tell when you met her
She portrays a sheep, but she a wolf, quick to slay the weak
Its in the game pimpin play for keeps
Sometimes, i make some of the worst decisions
Sometimes i be strictly business
And then sometimes, i be feeling like giving up
Sometimes i really don't give a f*ck
But all the time, imma keep it real with me
Regardless of what it is you wanna see
'Cause at the end of the day i can guarantee
That i can't be you and you can't be me
Sometimes I'm so confused, living this life of broken rules
I gotta grind for my clothes and shoes
In the midst of the chosen few
I gotta maximize to get the shine thas been overdue
Whatever's told to you, don't believe, tell em show and prove
'Cause only god knows the road for you
That go for family to, the coldest truth
Is you get done worse by those that are close to you
If they tryna hold you back make em keep they distance
Stay focused, be persistent
Anything thats worth having involves a risk
Don't be scared, you need to risk it
You need to visit with the dream if you tryna live it
By all means remain consistent
And don't be tripping when you fall, thats a part of living
Its your dream you're chasing, get up and get it
Sometimes, i won't hesitate to share the wealth
And sometimes i just go for self
And then sometimes, i just really wanna smoke some bud
But sometimes i don't show no love
But all the time, imma keep it real with me
Regardless of what it is you want to see
'Cause at the end of the day i can guarantee
That i can't be you and you can't be me
Sometimes I'm so focused, aint going for the hocus pocus
Chasing green like swarming locusts
Avoid the bullshit, when niggas going thru the motions
Nine times out of ten, they bogus
Skills going thru erosion
Washing away, while my flow's getting more explosive
Im so devoted to my craft, that I'm overdosing
Knowing more than what most can notice
No need for the bragging, boasting
Because I'm humble as a mumble in the jungle
Of shouts and screams, but it seems like I'm bout to bubble
While you niggas still doing nothing
I do my thing, and never shake fold or fumble
My nigga, I refuse to crumble
Done moved a lot of weight so I got the muscle
I just had to switch up the hustle