Sweet Living Sickness /// the journey Video (MV)

I lay on my pillow and I wrestle with the night
Kaleidoscope visions below my window pane
I shatter the window embracing the street lights, colouring outside the lines
A moment of sunshine among all of the rain

You know it's a sickness, I know we've been through this one hundred and one times
But what's one more if we can let out all the tears
I don't expect you to get it but I won't regret it, this is who I am
And not living that life is what I fear

Only God knows
Only God knows
So let me fall and I will rise above the struggle
I can't fight the feeling coming over me
I gotta let go
I gotta let go
The pressure from the sacrifice is all that I know
Unclip my wings and I will fly free

You know that I've bled for what is ahead
I will always be loving this
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness

I know where I stand, I know who I am
I will always surrender to the
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness

Behind my own eyelids I'm behind the curtain
These lights are reflecting that what's in my soul
And I'm affected and restless and stressing over what this is doing to you
But there's no trying to fight it I know what I was born to do
I know it's killing you

You know that I've bled for what is ahead
I will always be loving this
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness

I know where I stand, I know who I am
I will always surrender to the
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness

Only God knows
Only God knows
Only God knows
So hold me so close
Let everything go
I gotta do this on my own

You know that I've bled for what is ahead
I will always be loving this
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness

I know where I stand, I know who I am
I will always surrender to the
Sweet, sweet, living
Sick, sick, sickness