With this calling of mine
Hustle bones makes it hard to recline
Aim far, played parts, do it all for the shine
If we fall, just a pebble that we broke in the mines
Toss a stone to the lime cause we can't barter time
A breathing arrow of the faults, reminiscing on a future self
Wonder how my actions stand on the figure shelf
I'm just a digit in this infinite string
I'd put my faith in the master of puppets
But I've been struggling for an answer for a while with no answer, so f*ck it
You could play me like a marionette,
But I've accepted that this life intermission for death
I've been higher than a cliche, brain been on vacation
Got my tickets to the game but the train left the station
My father is a doctor but he sees a lack of patience
And my mother saw the brightest, I'm just idle steady waiting
I worry I won't touch the sky amidst my years of now
It's lonely at the top, but it's colder at the ground
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
Young man, old soul
Wrinkles on the brain mark the pain that I fold
Don't comment on my stains, there's a lesson I was told
If you want to change your ways
Then it starts from the coals, man this shit scary
M;y brother showed me how to flip it from a block of dairy
And then he left, so I took the torch to harvest cherries
The sands pass if I smile or frown
I relinquish expectation from the bustle of my town
Fog cleared, now the residue I gotta clean
I bought the gloves, gotta scrub a little elbow grease
See my reflection as a youngin' staring back at me
I know you're crying, but it's better now I promise thee
You were lost, but this journey showed a better path
You needed love, so it's only right I hug you back
She wanted closure, but you tried to save a wasteland
You had to leave it, let your roots grow in season, uh
I been lonely for a while now
And it's a challenge to be comfortable with silence from the high ground
All my friends say it's a part of life
But I been squirming for the answers, steady creeping like a panther
I see the future in these glimpses like a TikTok
Every mountain that I climb got a stiff drop
Uncertain if tomorrow's a reality
As of now, put precision into each chop
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though
I don't need nobody, I would love somebody though