It's been so long
Since I was home
I wonder what is still the same
And what is gone
And how could I
Have been so blind
I can't believe I didn't realize in time
I didn't even get to say goodbye
You were just gone without a sign
And yeah I know I should've kept on tryin'
But I was sure everything's fine
How could I be so FUCKING blind?
It's been a while
But since that day
I acted like everything's fine
But I will never be the same
You shot a hole
Right through my heart
And I can barely keep myself
From falling apart
I didn't even get to say goodbye
You were just gone without a sign
And yeah I know I should've kept on tryin'
But I was sure everything's fine
How could I be so FUCKING blind?!