fadlan sheikh. - Carousel Lyrics

Got my eyes blood red
I been working like a dog baby
I wonder now if the people really love me
You can't take this shit from me

And you look so lovely
We can vibe, but I'm busy with my craft
And I'd love to stay and chat
But it's just so ugly
Just so ugly

Demons follow me, I can't breathe babe
If you're with me, then you know how to please me
We can bond over cheesecake
We can talk, maybe freeze frame

Brothers got me if the sun setting low
I'll know the job's done if we sold out the show

Until then, won't you give a guy a chance
Speaking from the heart, I don't need no advance

Life is like a carousel, you spin me right around
Piece together puzzles, but some new ones always found
She sang a song of sorrow, and I listened to the sounds
Sat together solemnly, I hope I made her proud

Life is like a carousel, you spin me right around
Piece together puzzles, but some new ones always found
She sang a song of sorrow, and I listened to the sounds
Sat together solemnly, I hope I made her proud

Childproofed car doors with the windows cracked open
I stuck my hand out to feel the breeze
My dad freaked
Triple tied shoes and bubble wrapped vests
Helicopters circling the premises
We snuck out to grab Wendy's and listen to Earl Sweats
Asking why you got so many necklace
Hid the messages when he came to check on me
Then flipped like reciprocated distaste
I ate and I ate
Split eighths and saw the man upstairs
Asked him if it was too late, a simple IDK
What we seek not worth the chase
Trust me, I learned it the hard way
Sent me back to the place of greyed grass and smooth stones
Chiseled from moons of erosions
Enumerated implosions and supernovas
The cycle of birth and death and rebirth and research
All clues that point nowhere and everywhere all at once
Shit that I pondered sitting at lunch
Munching on spicy chicken sandwiches
And 2% milk cartons propped open
Some people I don't talk to anymore
Gossiping about people I don't care about
What's there to say?
It's just a hunch