I am what you feared that I would become
I spend my nights sleeping alone
Where did it all go wrong
Always felt like I was somewhere I didn't belong
I tried to cover it up with a mask
And I tried to envision the part that can't last
I just wanted to be a different person
As I walked by myself through the night
You can't understand, you don't toss at night in bed
Everything around you is perfect
For you to comprehend
And I know that you can't hear me
We are miles and miles away
But today I left my home and I didn't have a reason to stay
I tried to cover it up with a mask
And I tried to envision the part that can't last
I just wanted to be a different person
As I walked by myself through the night
I wanted to go down a path
Go forward and never look back
But here I am again
Singing songs that I wrote in the past
I tried to cover it up with a mask
And I tried to envision the part that can't last
I just wanted to be a different person
As I walked by myself through the night