The Fallen Dove - Counting Days Lyrics

I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head
I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head
I'm so abstracted
The devil is laughing
I'm so distracted
Drank too much
I'm crashing
Knew I was bad
Wasn't a hunch
Without her I'm sad
It wasn't a crush
Had me red from the blush
Sins got me hurt
Counting stars by myself
Get my wings finally and fly with my sparrow
Read me like a tarot
I hear the silence echoing
My heart is slowing
Tired of living life fearing
Living reckless
My death is nearing
In the past I stay in
For the future I'm never gearing
I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head
I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head
Pain got me in a stasis
I been seeing they faces
Feeling like this on a regular basis
I gave a statement
Then I crashed into the pavement
I been trapped in X's basement
Sin and sin
Here I go again
Spun and spin
Throw me into the bin
Fail and never win, I hate my own skin
Devil and I akin
Hate from within
Tired of me
Hate thinking so freely
Love tempted me
Never had a freebie
My fault I know
Open a window
And peer into my mind
See what torture you can find
I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head
I been counting days
Zoning on my bed
Feel like I'm passing away
Pain inside my head