Fallow Man - Tonight Matthew Lyrics

If I walked into another room
I could leave all this anxiety behind and bloom
Move away and start afresh
And leave all of this baggage at the check-in desk

But every time I make a great escape
I don't get far
Cos I'm just still the same old waste of space
Leaning on a different bar

There's another party that I need to attend
And as I stand before the mirror getting dressed
I can't decide which face to wear
And I feel like Alec Guinness in Kind Hearts and Coronets

So tonight Matthew I'm gonna be someone else
And what goes on behind the smoke screen
You'll have to guess

And I've been walking all of my life
Trying to find the place where the land meets the sky
Chasing the horizon every step that I take
Only ever seems to lead me further astray
I need to just stop running away
And face my demons
If I'm ever gonna be OK

When you talk to me about finding yourself
I'm sorry if sometimes it seems that I'm zoning out
I'm right behind you all the way
But I'm scared to death that finding yourself could mean losing me

I don't know how I came to be less that the sum of my parts
But my life would be cold and meaningless without the warmth of your heart

And I've been walking all of my life
Trying to find the place where the land meets the sky
Chasing the horizon every step that I take
Only ever seems to lead me further astray
I need to just stop running away
And face my demons
If I'm ever gonna be OK

And I've been walking all of my life
Trying to find the place where the land meets the sky
Chasing the horizon every step that I take
Only ever seems to lead me further astray
I need to just stop running away
And face my demons
If I'm ever gonna be OK