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So drag me to death like you do your cigarettes
And I'll try my best to not get addicted
I'm stuck in your lips
Happiness is an hour away
An hour in bed, still lying awake
3 a.m. and I'm three pills deep
Why is everything out of the way?
You'll never see me weak, you'll never see me cry
I don't wanna run you off just yet
I'll keep to myself, you seem so happy
I don't wanna get you off my chest
But I can't breathe when you're in my presence
I go mute cause I'm scared to deaf
Necessity of purpose through hurting
Obviously it's unhealthy, I get it, I know it
I get attached too quick indefinitely
I don't have a reason, I reckon
I've tried to work on it and give you some space
But I'm so f*ckin' scared that you'll start forgetting about me
So I'll be rereading your message you sent me to reassure myself you're with me
I don't wanna lose you, I don't have a reason to believe you're leaving
But that doesn't lessen the visceral fear in my heart of rejection
I don't think you love me the way that I love you
I'll breathe in and out to escape the addiction
Swear to god you're the best but you'll never be more than an obsession
So drag me to death like you do your cigarettes
And I'll try my best to not get addicted
I'm stuck in your lips