2019 Video (MV)

Help me I'm feel so numb...
I remember first time, last time I ever say
You walked out of the door, kind of stuff that I always fail
I listen to myself, that's the only one I can trust
That's why I made a song, makes me feel like I'm not alone because...
Life as twenty is not the same life as I thought
I stay in my feelings because, this is the person Iv'e become
I feel like I'm in a game, and I have to get life potions
Part of me always said "F*ck that, I already lost that"
Ohh
Help me I'm feel so numb... so numb
Look the person Iv'e become...
Damn man I'm feel so dumb, ohh
Oh what have I become?
Ohh ohh
Ohhh
Help me I'm feel so numb... so numb
Oh what have I become
Oh god I feel so numb, ohh
Oh what have I become...
Isn't specific, I'm not the same man as I used to be
Something in ma head tell me that this is my destiny
But hold on a minute, I have a miss conception
Why you said that you love me if you always after leavin'?
Isn't that big deal baby, I flexing on my grave since long before
Let's talk about that in general, 2019 was hell on the floor
Cut the bullshit, I rather to be dead then stay in game
Don't listen nobody, I build my stairs to heaven by myself
Ohh
Help me I feel so numb, ohh ohh
Look the person Iv'e become. I'm not comfortable
Damn man I'm feel so, dumb. Ohh ohh
Ohh, ohh ohh
Ohh