Fantasy World - I Would Have Burned It All Down Lyrics

I get by
On liquid protein
Try to deny
The vice that's gripped me for years
I don't regret
The time I spent
I gotta admit
I would've burned it all down
At least that's the joke
I tell myself
When my mind starts to wander
Into the deep dark dirty corners
Of my history
I am not who I used to be
Not yet who I want to be
But it is good
Sometimes, it's real good
I can't complain
When the dread starts creeping in
There is a pattern
Recognition is useless
Emotional cripple
Fumbling for his crutch
And that's no joke
If I'm being honest
But it is what it is and I'm learning
To reconcile
What and where I am
I am not Son of Sam
Not born in Bethlehem
Why should I give a damn?
Not my problem
Not my problem
Not my problem
Not my problem