FATE - itemised Lyrics

I showed my best side , yeah
I swear I really tried
I'm not just anybody
I'm a different kind
I swear my brain kinda faulty , there's two different guys
Am I just next on a list?
Am I just itemised?
This shit go kinda deep
'24 , f*ck everybody , I'll go like 5 a week
Don't paste my eyes on the internet , it's so hard to see
Feel like I lost that half that really made me

It's so easy to write when I don't think of you
I lost my personality & that different mood
But I'm gon get that back

It left me awake now
Tied to my bed at home
It's so easy fake now
Action my death , you grow yeah
So little presence on the internet now
Cover my brain with the glass , I'm on the way out
I swear to god I feel your lies come through your face , ow
Hang off the wall by my teeth , this shit feel great now

It's so hard again
I miss who I was , now I pretend
Grind my bones into dust & I said "f*ck the rest"
Running thoughts say "f*ck you"
& now I'm dead

Know I seem easy bout it
I don't look the same & you seem erratic
Oh it's such a shame
F*ck it's such a shame

I showed my best side , yeah
I swear I really tried
I'm not just anybody
I'm a different kind
I swear my brain kinda faulty , there's two different guys
Am I just next on a list?
Am I just itemised?
This shit go kinda deep
'24 , f*ck everybody , I'll go like 5 a week
Don't paste my eyes on the internet , it's so hard to see
Feel like I lost that half that really made me

I just feel so numb
I just feel so done with this
Cover my lungs real quick
I didn't sign for this
I'm just not meant for that shit

I just worry about it
All the time , all the time
Cut off sound? I would die
I swear I really tried