FAX - Bipolar Mind Lyrics

Ok, I just wanna be the outsider
Cause I'm flyiing higher and higher
F*ck my mind it is too complex
And I stuck in the net of the spider

There's no more alliance, out there fighting riots
This life is a jungle, the law of the strongest
The war of the titans, clambing to the horizon
Feeling free just rhyming, I don't care about the rest

Yes I will, I just keep on lying to me
Finally, I've stopped stabbing my own self esteem
Out of schemes, that's the holy armor that protect my skin
It is just the world I live and it's full of deadly sins

It's part of me, it's part of you
The sharing things are the main reasons to divorce
More I go deep, the worse I know
At least I've seen the beast is living in your soul

Streight to the goal (goal), ready to fall (fall), time to conquist I will not let it go (go)
I did on my own (own), back to the top (top), after you said: "you will rot on the bottom"
After I've thought that I've already lost (lost)
I've found what i needed being first on the podium

I just wanna be the outsider
Cause I'm flying higher and higher
F*ck my mind it is too complex
And I stuck in the net of the spider

Can't go any further, a soldier on a frontieer
Picking as a farmer, all the shit I've planted
Which one is the right side? Payed for what I've done ehm
Better if I just then, get away with the murder

Now no more words are left, behaving like a monster
Up and down with my brain like a rollercoaster
From the sky to the ground in one sec, in my mind I only how to suffer
"I'm doin' great mate!" "It's all ruined like everytime"

It's seems to be too much for me if I only think I gotta deal
Again and again for the rest of my days right against to the other half of me that I hate
Bright, the other side it is why now I'm burning a candle
It ain't easy to handle with a bipolar mind

All the gear that I had it's not going to be helpful
Out of here I'm in danger alone in the dark
The other side made me cry but it's always a lesson
It ain't easy to handle with a bipolar mind

I just wanna be the outsider
Cause I'm flying higher and higher
F*ck my mind it is too complex
And I stuck in the net of the spider