Introduction Video (MV)

At first, they would laugh at my words
Fast forward two years and now they bumpin' my verbs

But how they supposed to feel me if they don't know the third
My own mother barely know me and she's the one give me birth
I feel like Bad came in my life when she stopped takin' me to church
All my angels fightin' demons, devil watchin' with a smirk

I got that feelin' that if they lose, I might get packed into the dirt
But I got dominance to assert, so if they try, they gon' get hurt
I could count a couple friends, but I don't got too many brothers
Cause I be feelin' they don't got me like I would have the other

I been through with so much bitches, but ain't none them met my mother
Every girl keep sayin' they got me, we break up, they block my number
It don't make sense, I'm sayin' that I got you, it's forever
It don't matter if I'm your bae, could be hot cold any weather

If I said that, then I mean it, how can I make you feel better
I'm puttin' pain into these songs, it's like I'm writin' love letters
I don't talk about this a lot, but I don't know how to feel about my father
You be sayin' that you love me, but I don't believe you, to be honest

If you loved me, why'd you leave your wife, your son, and your own daughter
Left your family rotten, swear you made our lives harder
Had me tearin' up in class, teachers pulled me to the hallway
I don't mean to pause the lesson, but my emotions are growin' larger

I ain't really have friends to talk to, but I had me Henry Carter
Really helped me out a lot, brought some light to all them dark days
Had his own mom and dad, treating me like I was their son
Bought me food with their own money, cause they knew I had none

Used to always pull up to class, trying to make friends with anyone
I hate to reflect on the events that made me who I become
She been tryin' to get up on me, but I got too much in my head
I just got a call from Boston, sayin' bro's locked in the pen

Got another in the meds, stuck in a hospital bed
When he was lit, y'all all was there, but now he's down' and most y'all left
Said when he's back up on the music, he's got feelings to express
Cause he been bottling' all the pain and needs to get it off his chest

So much thoughts up in his head mixed up with stress, he cannot rest
He been took so much anesthetic s, told me he don't feel his meds
I used to come home look a mess, at least mama I ain't dead
Cause I know there's people out there tryin' to give me a early death

So I gotta keep it on me so I do not end up dead
But I dare them tryna run up shootin' 30 like I'm Steph