FEAR OF LOSS - STS Lyrics

Finally
Reached the bottom
Into the abyss
Of fear I've fallen
Just when I thought
I couldn't get any lower
Life finds a way
To make me suffer

Hope is fading
A dim f*cking light
I've already lost
Why bother to fight?

I don't care
Don't want to fight this war
Cause I've got nothing left
I've got nothing more

So I surrender
I surrender to the suffering

Show me what I need to see
Show me who I need to be
Cause I know I can't
Keep living this way
Something's got to change

Gotta get myself
Out of this hole
But how the f*ck
Do I let this go?
Holding on
To a pain so heavy
I gotta let it go
Can't let it weigh me down

Won't let this weigh me down

I've accepted
This is where I'll be
Till I find the strength
To get back on my feet
I'll let this place
Show me who I can be
I'll find a way
To build strength through suffering