Fearweek - Corrupted Lyrics

I used to sit in silence
And let the world wash over me
I tried to push all the noise out of my head
But I couldn't get a single moment of peace

And I tried all the life hacks, and I tried cutting back, but it's something fundamental that I lack
When currents pulled at every inch of my skin
I tried giving up and diving in

But now that I've found you
I've been corrupted
I fight and try to lose
I've been corrupted
Each night I feel brand new
But I've been corrupted by you

I take myself down a few evenings in a row, and I don't know what keeps me there apart from you
You tell me that you are not well, and I can't tell if it's a joke
I echo all of it right back to you

No, I can't help but notice
When I explain that I'm alright
Yeah, you're the judge but I'm the jury
And I swore not to lie, I swore not to lie, I swore not to lie

But now that I've found you
I've been corrupted
I fight and try to lose
I've been corrupted
Each night I feel brand new
But I've been corrupted by you