Alcoholic Depression Video (MV)

I keep a gun in my nightstand
But it's not for intruders
I just can't find the light today
I hope you start more f*cking rumors

The black
Control
It calls
Enclose
My life
Again

No escape from creeping hopelessness
Not that I would even try it
My body aches with brutal negligence
It turns my skin all blue and violet

Then back
To drink
To sleep
Oblique
No breath
No speech

A quiet ending
Don't even put me in the ground
It's not f*cking worth it
Alone and weak just put me down
It's all f*cking stupid
There's nothing for me in this town
Pariah onset
The drunken king without a crown

Crashing down into my life again
Oblivious to love or hate
Await tomorrow's daylight judgement
A stinking bed for shitfaced saints

Then back
To drink
To sleep
The waste
No breath
No speech

Fill your mouth with brackish bile and choke on childish habit