I'm tryna run through the motions of the future
I was hurt, biting dust, I turned it upside down
Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort
Lessons I learned, I paid in full
Reminiscing memories of losing my mind
I know I see the signs, yeah, I'm taking my time
But what if I want some validation
In the hedonistic pressure of escapism
Ignoring my calls when I'd FaceTime
I'm waiting patient till I'm poppin' on their timeline
Pulled my finger on the trigger now I'm racin'
I've got a blessing, gonna turn the tables upside down
There's no time to waste
Gotta get through the crowd
The looks on their faces
Confused by our sound
Feign is the name
It's hard to wear it out
Driving their lanes
But we're jet bound
Used to be in the dust but I'm up right now
I'm right on the cusp of blowing up right now
I'm rocking the shows, I'm in my zone right now
On my darkest days I turned it upside down
I'm tryna run through the motions of the future
I was hurt, biting dust, I turned it upside down
Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort
Lessons I learned, I paid in full
Reminiscing memories of losing my mind
I know I see the signs, yeah I'm taking my time
But what if I want some validation
In the hedonistic pressure of escapism