FELIVAND - Make Myself Happy Lyrics

Only when I'm in the sky and I can look down on my life
I can be concise with what is a crisis
Everything I feel inside just finds a way to be my guide
I don't wanna be right
I just wanna be alright

The fruits on my tree stare back at me
And the change in degrees give me bad acne
That dude that I see think he making me happy
Go for it can we?
I won't dispute memories back from in the damp heat
No excuses for me you're in the back of my dreams
But i'm choosing to see if I make myself happy
Didn't know how hard that'd be

Can I make myself happy?
My baggage gotta carry on

Maybe my head's too big for my shoulders
Might need to soul search,
Comfort is closure
Every time I think I'm doing good,
On my own work
That's when I fall yeah
That's when I falter
That's when I struggle stayin sober, i'm over it
Going out and meeting people ain't no soul in
Trying being bold yeah,
Tryna' fit a mould now,
When I feel alone that's when I feel the most at home yeah

The fruits on my tree stare back at me
And the change in degrees give me bad acne
That dude that I see think he making me happy
Go for it can we?
I won't dispute memories back from in the damp heat
No excuses for me you're in the back of my dreams
But i'm choosing to see if I make myself happy
Didn't know how hard that'd be.

Can I make myself happy?
Didn't know how hard that'd be"