Felix Weaver - Alone Lyrics

I'm drowning above the surface
I'm living life, but I'm living with no purpose
The lights begin to fade
And the visions disappear
I can see the end
And the truth's coming clear

All I feel is fake love and that's what I've been receiving
And if I had a blade to my wrist you would've left me bleeding
I can remember the good times but now they have no meaning
You tell me to open my eyes and that I'm not seeing
All the love that you say you're giving me
But on the inside I can't find my inner peace
You broke me mentally
I wish I could've seen
Your cold heart, then this shit would've never been
It's hard living with a broken soul
But its even harder when I'm all alone
I wish I could've known
I wish you would've shown your fake love for me
Then wouldn't have to walk down this road
But still I walk with no one beside me
I feel a dark presence and it's growin' inside me
I'll get on my knees and beg for mercy
But not to the one that chose to hurt me

I can feel you slippin' away
But you left
Left me alone and afraid

I can't live another day in this hell
I feel locked away living in a shell
Of a boy who once could see the light
But it had shone too bright and blinded his eyes
It broke him and his will to fight
But whatever it was, it had given him hope
That tomorrow's a better day so don't you choke
On your words cause they'll be outspoken
I know that its hard and I know that you're broken
But come inside I promise ill take care of you here
Those were the only f*cking words I needed to hear
But no one said them
No one told me it was fine
No one told me they loved me
And it killed me inside
To know that I was nothing
I was nothing to you
Nothing more than mother-f*cking penny or two
Nothing more than a lover drowning in my own love
Nothing less than a failure fading away in the dust
I was nothing to anyone
I was nothing but a ghost
I needed someone to love me
That's what I needed the most
But no one came to my assistance
When I needed the love
I could see the light in the distance
But I'd had enough
I think I'm giving up
On this world I know
All that I know is pain
How am I supposed to grow
I'm giving up
I'm giving in
What would your point in life be if you fit right in

Don't go
I can't do this on my own
I can't do this all alone
I need you by me
To help and guide me back home