Field Trip Day - Dory Lyrics

Swimming around like I own the sea
It's not because I'm confident
It's just I'm lost in disbelief
Deep in my mind sinking like a stone
I hold a gravel road submerged of memories
Turned into unknown

I have all the best intentions
Excuse my mood and my blank stare
Was not intentional to forget all those things I did
My mind deleted what needed to be repaired

Lost or lonely do I need somebody
Or am I better off on my own
Time or money can it cure my funny way of
Forgetting parts of the whole
But is remembering worth the cost of risking it all

My memory's raw like a piece of meat
It's unpreserved and to the world it seems to spoil in the heat

I have all the best intentions
Excuse my mood and my blank stare
Was not intentional to forget all those things I did
My mind deleted what needed to be repaired

Lost or lonely do I need somebody
Or am I better off on my own
Time or money can it cure my funny way of
Forgetting parts of the whole
But is remembering worth the cost of risking it all

On the surface I'm fine while I'm losing my mind and
I'm filled with air a dead-man's float
My substance sunk beneath
The trenches bubbling deep
One day she'll rise as newborn crust
For me to stand upon
As fertile flora and fauna
Can you be patient while she sleeps
We all reap our rewards
When we open closed doors
And soothe the beast that feared its dreams

Swimming around like I own the sea
It's not because I'm confident
It's just I'm lost