Figment - The Second Donut Lyrics

Since a child I've been in the dirt
A lot of friends died, so I have a lot of shirts
My pops left when I was young, so I have a lot of hurt
Inside me
Gotta keep a smile cause the realest people beside me
Can't eva let the industry f*cking buy me
By me
And everyday I ask god to strongly guide me
I ain't perfect but I give my best attempt
Everybody always leave and that's a concept
That I still can't accept
Cause I always get attached
Too fast
We gotta advance
The past
I think my tears ran out
I ran into a drought
Cause I've been crying since a kid, it's what life's all about
This typa talk is the liquor mixed with some sadness
I'm happy round' people, cry when I'm alone, it's all bout balance
I Paint a vivid picture on how I'm feeling, the song is my canvas
I just hurt with no expressions
Cause I ain't ever telling
Ain't no one ever getting
What I'm really going through, so I just look up to the heavens

And I've been down for way too long
Kill me now, and count my wrongs