Final Confession - Ghost In Me Lyrics

I met with Death
She calls me by my name
How could it be
That I'm here to tell
My f*cking story
Recompense in allegories
I've lost myself one too many times
Running through the hills
And the back roads
I can't tell how far back it all goes
Lost in time, I see the coast
But it's the only way
To resurrect the ghost in me
I may be worlds away
But I remember everything
I've run enough
I've said enough
I've done enough
I've lied enough
It's time I take a better look
Inside the nicks, inside the nooks
I know I couldn't wait
Another grueling tasteless day
I'm not afraid to die
I've contemplated suicide
I've drank while trying not to cry
Dont know who I was inside
I couldn't find a place to go
Stuck out of place in my own home
I'm in a dark and lonely f*cking place
Lost in time, I'm desperate to escape
I met with Death, she calls me by my name
These hills are haunted!
Enjoying the pain
I love the ache
I love the way it makes me feel
When I slice to feel a a rush
It gives my mind a mental heal
A surge of adrenaline courses
Through my jaded veins again
Making me feel alive
I can't believe that it's come to this
Do all this just to breathe is ridiculous
I can't believe that it's come to this
Do all this just to breathe, it's ridiculous!
But it's the only way
To resurrect the ghost in me
I may be worlds away
But I remember everything
Will you dig me up
When I'm in the ground
Will you be my weight
When I'm in the clouds
Let me lead the way
Until we see the light of day
Resurrect the ghost in me