Find the Missing Word - Mistakes Lyrics

I try to understand
How difficult it is
Clear you out of my mind
Try to go through
I gave a place by my side
It seems crazy that maybe
I could not think
How I was seeking deep into the sea
Even if I see the surface
Never will it be the same
Say that you're the best
Say that you can rest
Say that you can rest
Take all these bullets right through your chest
Forget about what I've done
And the man that I've become
Swore to care
About what we developed
Being transparent
After all we shared
Now you're the ghost
Who haunted my nightmares
Where I'm the most vulnerable
Tired of this ride on the carousel
You cannot act like Krueger
Try to catch me
And you'll be trapped forever
Say that you're the best
Say that you can rest
Say that you can rest
Take all these bullets right through your chest
Forget about what I've done
And the man that I've become