fiona slattery - the before girl Lyrics

I loved the way you played your music and then
I got help
I appreciate the lovely funeral service
Especially when I woke up in hell

I've got a mouthful of things unsaid
Insults, curses, fighting words, and regrets
What do I do with them now?

I built an armageddon to prove that I could
Kill in your honor
I think you like the thought of me
Hating the sight of you
With your hands on her
I've never liked being the before girl
Teaching all my past men how to love
The one they'll marry
I've never liked being considered your girl
When you don't treat me like it beyond
A couple of convincing glances
And a whole lot of lies
Lies

I loved the way you spoke of your life
But I had to stop listening
Oh, I'm so glad that I'm not caught up in that web
Anymore

I've got a mouthful of things unsaid
I wish I could tell you I want you dead
But I can't say it out loud

I built an armageddon to prove that I could
Kill in your honor
I think you like the thought of me
Hating the sight of you
With your hands on her
I've never liked being the before girl
Teaching all my past men how to love
The one they'll marry
I've never liked being considered your girl
When you don't treat me like it beyond
A couple of convincing glances
And a whole lot of lies
Lies

Every boy tells me
Write a song in his honor
When I look up from my paper
There he is, right on top of her
Just like he said he'd be

I built an armageddon to prove that I could
Kill in your honor
I think you like the thought of me
Hating the sight of you
With your hands on her
I've never liked being the before girl
Teaching all my past men how to love
The one they'll marry
I've never liked being considered your girl
When you don't treat me like it beyond
A couple of convincing glances
And a whole lot of lies
Lies

I loved the way you played your music
And then