I had a dream
And it was perfect
Just you and me
Laying together and
We were at peace
I could've stayed there forever
But instead I woke up into my worst nightmare
My hands were tied and I couldn't say shit, you
Made up your mind and suddenly that was it
One second I'm thinking I'm ready to commit, then
The next you say that we should call it quits
What did I do to deserve this
We always said we were perfect
Suddenly I've lost my purpose
And everything feels so worthless
How can a fairy tale
Turn to a living hell
I thought I knew you well
I fell under a spell
I let myself believe the fantasy you'd tell
But after all that you said
You took it out back and you shot it in the head
My dream is dead
I held the world in the palm of my hand
This isn't what I'd planned
I thought you'd be my future
Not a part of my past
Why can't the good things last (I've)
Lost my hope, lost my friend,
Lost my everything
And for the first time in my life
I'm f*cking terrified
Cause after all this time
I never thought you'd abandon me