This is the end of reason, I'm giving up on holding in the weight, the pressure. Good intentions met with grief. God can you hear me? I try and try but I can't take this anymore. God, can you hear me? Let me break before it devours me. My hands around my neck, I'm suffocating me. Now I'm too deep, sinking underneath, buried by my darkest memories. It's getting hard to breath, and nobody can see. The pain I hide behind is all I know. Now I sink below. I'm wasting away, letting the disease of my mind break me. I'm wasting away, embracing suffering. Pulling my down, dragging me out. I'm falling, I'm drowning. (with my hands around my neck). Sink below to the fire.