Fivefivesix - My Parasite Lyrics

I used to know the man I used to be
I used to hope I'd never be me
But I lost myself in my misery
Set into a spin for what seems like eternity

And every time I chase my ghost
Of who I was and who I loved the most
My parasites, my angry hosts
Eat their way to my soul, what I hate the most
What I hate the most

I used to know the man I used to be
Now I just loathe in the pain you caused me
It's been downhill, and nothing is free
So I'll sell my soul for a glimpse of serenity

And every time I chase your ghost
What we both had, what we couldn't host
It tears my mind where it hurts the most
My synapse collapse, my chemicals all go
Why did you have to go