Fixed fate - An Answer in the Stars Lyrics

I feel alone
But I feel at ease
Another lie I tell myself
To get me through the day
I feel alright
And I feel okay
Just one more drink I'm sure
Will take the past away
Take it all away
Take it all away
Spend one more night locked in this room
And I am sure that I'll be dead
Think to the times I tried to leave
What good they do now in the end
Engaging with the stars
It all feels so far
The sun and the moon are in love
But can never be together
Stories I tell myself
To make it all seem simpler
But when I reach the end
Then?
I feel alone
Looking at the stars
Waiting for the answer
To present itself to me