Fixed fate - Plastic Face Lyrics

Don't you find it strange
How we rearrange
Emotions which we hold
Trading in and out
What we care about
Showing hope the door
Why can I feel
No
No
No
How's a single choice
Caused such misery
False hope pulls me out to sea
Where to even start
To pick the past apart
And treat the cancer in my heart
Before it hits the brain
No
No
No
Now it's falling down
The life I've built around
I don't know who I am
Castles tumble down
Graveyard fills the sound
Replacing peace that filled my head
Don't you find it strange
To see a smiling face
In this plastic world
Nodding in and out
On all I care about
Shown myself the door
Why should I feel