I try my hard to stay from love, shit, that's too much feelings
Vent through the phone calls from jail, she said that's too much minutes
Getting lied to from people I trust, really f*cked up my mental
I had a gun before I even had a car, cause these niggas'll kill you
Dropped the case, they couldn't connect the faces
And we don't count no favors
Was scamming hard, we wanted all the paper
We're selling edibles to Eddie, he wanted all the flavors
Hearing a nigga you know got shot, you hoping God'll save him
Look what you did to me
We can never get along, how you gon' live with me
I gotta really be on ten, when I got my kids with me
And I was never scared to die, you can't put fear in me
Was making abandon house our house, we couldn't afford to buy em
Was selling crack, we never used it, we couldn't afford to try it
Breaking houses with tall fences, you had to torch the wires
And if I fall, I don't stay down, I know my brothers got me
I wasn't talking to nobody, I was going through my issues
D know I miss you, no I can't fix you
When you ain't have a car, you know I get you
If a nigga say I was never real, you know he lying
And I had to teach myself how to be real, I ain't have no guidance
Please don't ask me how that shit feel to ever have somebody
Cause I'ma show you how that shit feel when you stab somebody
Ain't met nobody that show love like me, so I ain't have nobody
Had to make a way, by any means, I ain't have no option
Half off, niggas tryna knock your half off
Stuck in the trenches with them killers with they mask off
Last call, better answer might be your last call
I see my partner, he drop tears when his dad call
The trenches ain't for everybody
Why you men to them murders knowing the feds watching
Girl ain't hit him with the car, try to knock legs off him
But then he caught him other night and knocked his dreads off him
And I had to teach myself how to be real, I ain't have no guidance
Please don't ask me how that shit feel to ever have somebody
Cause I'ma show you how that shit feel when you stab somebody
Ain't met nobody that show love like me, so I ain't have no option
Please don't ask me how that shit feel when you stab somebody
I ain't have no option