Grief Video (MV)

I am trying to push through
Seeking answers but I can't seem to see you
Or everything I thought was true
Staring at the sky
Cannot help but question why
I feel so empty
Can you show me
How to heal in time
I can't understand just why you had to leave
Now I find that I am struggling to believe
I feel I just can't shake
Awake from what I know just can't be real
Can't stop the way I feel today and I
Just wanna run from all this pain
And find a place to hide away
I just want this wound to heal
But I can't stop the way I feel
Your voice would bring relief
Another wave of tears and grief
I never thought you'd seem so far away from me
And I try to get some sleep
But your memory just keeps me wide awake
I can hear your voice it's calling out to me
It's almost like I cannot breathe
I can't feel you here with me
Wishing that this hurt would let me be
Can I see what of all this could mean
I feel I just can't shake
Awake from what I know just can't be real
I can't stop the way I feel today and I
Just wanna run from all this pain
And find a place to hide away
I just want this wound to heal
But I can't stop the way I feel
Can I see
Your goodness in this tragedy
Through the night You choose to walk with me
I cannot find an ounce of darkness in Your eyes
Just a blinding light that shines
Feel that I can break
Away from what I now know isn't real
I won't hate the way I feel today and I
Wanna give You all this pain
You're my place to hide away
Place to hide away