2021 Video (MV)

I don't feel like myself sometimes
I can't find a reason buts it's on my mind
Every time I open up it all comes out
When I'm in your room Feel like I talk too loud
Study crossed my mind
Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5
Is that better than a debt for the rest of my life
Will that makeup for the lost time
Will that makeup for our lost time
I've been so damn anxious
Overthinking everything that comes into my ears
I've been playing games with myself
I've been trying too hard
I've been crying too much
I've been waking up early
Feels so shitty if I waste half my day
Just lying on my phone in bed
There's nothing new to watch
And I'm still crying too much
I don't feel like myself sometimes
I can't find a reason buts it's on my mind
Every time I open up it all comes out
When I'm in your room Feel like I talk too loud
Study crossed my mind
Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5
Is that better than a debt for the rest of my life
Will that makeup for the lost time
Will that makeup for our lost time
Every time you're in my room
I don't know what to do with you
With you
Struggling to juggle all my different personalities
Struggling to find out why your friends can't stand me
Sometimes what is right
Ends up being wrong
No matter what I say
You're already out the door
Every time I think too hard
My brain hurts
I'm not as smart as you
My brain still hurts
I own so much shit
But I'm bored as f*ck
Played every game I own
I'm still bored as f*ck
And I don't feel like myself sometimes
I can't find a reason buts it's on my mind
Every time I open up it all comes out
When I'm in your room Feel like I talk too loud
Study crossed my mind
Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5
Is that better than a debt for the rest of my life
Will that makeup for the lost time
Will that makeup for our lost time
I've been so damn anxious
Overthinking everything that comes into my ears
I've been playing games with myself
I've been trying too hard
I've been crying too much
I've been waking up early
Feels so shitty if I waste half my day
Just lying on my phone in bed
There's nothing new to watch
And I'm still crying too much
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And I don't feel like myself sometimes
I can't find a reason buts it's on my mind
Every time I open up it all comes out
When I'm in your room Feel like I talk too loud
Study crossed my mind
Am I wasting my time working 9 till 5
Is that better than a debt for the rest of my life
Will that makeup for the lost time
Will that makeup for our lost time