Flower Candy - Reclaimed Lyrics

Most of 21 has been in my bed
Thinking of all the things I could have said
Deflecting deisire for fear over sleep
I wish i could keep the place that i live neat
F*ck that there's way more important things
Like thinking about dying and how my friends hate me
Or how she wont date me man it really phased me
F*ck this whole earth someone just sedate me

I would like to not live any longer
Some would say it's weak but I would say it's stronger
Procrastinatings bad no matter the cause
It's not like it's bye it's rather a pause
Delusional encouragement is really what saved me
Vacate the premises a little bit early
I dont need to be here I could be in bed
But how else will I end the night with some head

I feel good, I feel great
I feel good, I feel great
I feel real empty did pack your things up?
All in a bag. All in a truck?
Up on a hill I got time to kill
I'm all alone and im really stoned
Its hard to walk it's hard to moan
Its hard to live it's hard to go
On